Good Luck Sweetheart... Again

Tomorrow Ms M will sit for English and Science UPSR paper
And Mummy is away....
Dah pesan dengan dia sebelum pergi hari tu
You know mummy will always be with you
In your heart.

Called her just now.
"I'm scared" she said
You don't have to be scared honey. It just another exam.
What's the worst thing that could happen?
"I get an F" she said
But you've tried your best right?
That is what matters.
You're still my daughter
And I will alway love you
And proud of you
Because I know you've tried

Semoga Allah terangkan hati dia
Semoga Allah permudahkan semua urusan dia



 

BERCELARU

Chaotic... bercelaru....

That's how I feel.
Sometimes rasa macam nak hybernate.
Nak curl myself away from everyone
Macam ulat gonggok, curl up duduk bawah batu

Kecil hati dengan beberapa orang
People close to my heart
Penat asik telan telan dan telan

Kerja banyak
Sibuk sangat sangat
Sesak nafas rasa

Tapi,
Alhamdulillah....
I am still surrounded by people who care
I have En ID who will make me smile in my worst day
I still have job that I enjoy doing it

Hope this sad feeling will go away.

Kena ingatkan diri for all the blessings from Allah
Sikit saja ujian ni.
Duhai hati.... sabar lah yer.

Minggu yang sangat sibuk. Will be travelling back to back.

Robbi yasir wala tu a'sir ya karim......

UPSR AJE KOT......

Semua orang bercakap pasal soalan UPSR yang bocor. And since Ms M ambik UPSR tahun ni, she was one of the affected student.

 

Heran lah saya. UPSR pun nak ada soalan bocor ke? UPSR aje pun. Why so kiasu?

 

Sebab nak naikkan rating sekolah and pusat tuition?

 

Sebab malu kalau anak tak dapat 5A?

 

Sebab nak jugak anak masuk asrama?

 

Alahai.... kita orang dewasa ni, kenapa bagi contoh yang kurang baik pada anak anak?

 

Kepada cikgu cikgu yang "tolong" kasi jawapan pada anak anak murid yang katanya lemah tu.... niat tidak menghalalkan cara yer cikgu.

Memang niatnya tu murni, tapi apa pengajaran yang cuba diberi kepada anak itu?

Tak apa untuk penipu? Nanti kalau dia kata "saya dulu masa ambik upsr, sebelum masuk dewan periksa, cikgu saya suruh hafal jawapan nya" cemane tu?

Nanti cikgu yang akan terima budak ni di sekolah menengah akan heran. Kenapa budak ni upsr bagus tapi satu apa pun dia tak tahu? Berkesan ke UPSR ni?

Banyak implikasi dari satu niat murni yang tidak betul cara perlaksanaannya.

 

Kepada ibu bapa yang berusaha cari soalan bocor ni untuk anak anak sebab nak anak tu dapat 5A..... again... niat tidak menghalalkan cara.

Dan... it just upsr for heavensake.

So what kalau anak tu tak dapat 5A? Exam is to test how much they understand. Exam is not a punishment. Kalau dapat 5A, alhamdulillah. anak tu faham semua yang dia belajar for the last 6 years. Kalau tak dapat, alhamdulillah, sebab kita tahu dimana kelemahan anak anak kita. Jadi belum terlambat untuk diperbaiki. Baru darjah 6 kan?

Kalau selalu disogok dengan "support" yang kurang betul ni setiap kali nak exam, sampai SPM pun masih macam tu jugak nanti macam mana?

 

Nak anak dapat 5A sebab nak masuk asrama? Masuk atau tidak asrama tu rezeki Allah. Tak tentu kalau dapat 5A dapat masuk asrama pun. And kalau dah dapat 5A pas tu tak dapat asrama, cemane? Mak ayah pergi cari kabel pulak ke nak jugak anak masuk asrama?

 

Giving full support for your kids success memang wajib. Semua ibubapa termasuk saya juga akan cuba sedaya upaya, semampunya untuk kejayaan anak anak. Tapi ada batasan dan etikanya.

 

And now, tak guna nak marah marah. Benda dah jadi. Our UPSR babies prepared and race but someone changed the finishing line. They just have to continue to race.

 

Good luck to all UPSR babies. You are already a CHAMPION even before the race end because you brace through it.

 

 

MY SWEET 15

Today is Ms A 15th birthday.

 

 

My sweet Ms A.

My perfectionist, the girl with heart full of love.

She taught me a lot since the day she came to this world.

She taught me about patience and compassion

She transformed me.

From carefree, careless young lady

To who I am today.

Now.....

I'm concern about what happen to the world around me

I'm concern about the environment

I'm concern about the future

Because it all will affect the people I love

My babies.

She made me feel important

She gave me the sense of selfworthy

Because I am a mother

 

I just cannot describe how much I love her.

No word can describe how I feel.

 

Ya Allah... Terima kasih atas kurniaan Mu ini Ya Allah.

 

Ya Allah, kau lindungi lah anak ku ini di dunia dan di akhirat. Kau tetapkanlah imannya, jadikan lah dia anak yang solehah dan hambamu yang taat.

 

To Ms A,

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING.

MUMMY,PAPA AND ADIK LOVE YOU SO MUCH

 

 

 

 

 

The faces of ratu selfie....!!!!!!

 

Good Luck Sweetheart.

Ms M will sit for UPSR tomorrow. Her first big exam.

Ms M being Ms M.... macam tu jer lah dia. Kalau tanya dah ready ke belum... "Sort of..." katanya. Me and En. ID tak nak pressure dia. We are here to support her. We know her capability and weaknesses. So far, for subjects Maths, Science and English tu alhamdulillah, she can do well. Tapi her weakness is Bahasa Melayu. Setakat ni gred terbaik yang dia dapat is B for both pemahaman dan Penulisan.

Setiap anak tu dilahirkan dengan kelebihan mereka yang tersendiri. We make sure she has all the support she need to do her best. Kami yakin dengan rezeki yang Allah telah rancang untuk dia. Sekarang hanya doa dan tawakal kepada Allah.

To my fluffy Ms M, all the best and good luck sayang!!!!